I'm really breaking down.
Things seem to be going against me.
Maybe bcos i'm too tired .?
Too emotional .? Too paranoid .?
Too sensitive .?
This isnt me right .?

Probably it takes time ~

Labels: a better tomorrow (:

Second Day of Orientation (: !
Report as usual & quite alot ppl late .
So WAITED AND WAITED then climb up
to 5th floor & report to Care-Person .
She brief abit on Rules&Regulations and
I find her really naggy . HAHAHA !
Then got our Card & Timetable .
Kinda Shiock :D !
First week of school only have to attend
Lectures and No tutorial :D
But is quite stupid to go school for an hour
or 2 for lessons then go back home =.=
Tutorials will start on the second week (:
The lastest time that I'm going home will be 5pm
which is on tuesaday only . So shiock !
According to calendar, Tests will be on May .
That's too fast ):
& I've to learn Principle Of Accounts in my course !
Some of the others already learnt&took POA for Os .
I'm at disadvantage !! ):
If in PRCS Dr. Ong allows us to take POA, my life in
Poly will be better isnt it ?!
Omfg ! POA ! =.=
& I even got my lecture notes after I left the biz team
during lunch break :D !
then we found out that we needa get TB(SSSSS) soon .
Aghhhh ~ & is quite ex too ):
After that, went W.S with joseph for lunch then
went POP to get stationary (:
Saw Mrs Xie & chatted with her for awhile .
She's still that naggy :P HAHAHA !
H-S-H after that & rot until now.
HA-HA-HA-!

I guess I've to put in lots of hardwork in my studies
once school starts..
Even participation in class will be graded =.=
So.. I cant afford to sleep during lessons unlike
secondary school.. I slept in class most of the time.
Full attention & i must really stay awake !
Sweets&Chocolates must prepare already. :/
Everything is so different from secondary
school . The way they grade are different .
Theres only 3 subjects for examinations, yet theres
lots of things to learn uhhh .
Do I have the time .?
So Short of time..
Motivation..?!
I was told by Mrs Xie just now "You must enjoy studying."
Saying it is easy, doing it is tough isn't it ?!
Time pass really fast, monday will be first day of school .
Gonna get my rusty brain working already ~
I'm nervous, I'm curious, I'm afraid... blahblahblah ~
What will happen to me if I can't catch up with the
lessons/class ?!
I'm afraid my POA will end up like my Amaths =.=
I'm quite suck at projects too =.=
I just can't stop thinking .
Poly life isn't that easy , unexpected .

I guess the briefing by BSG manager really wakes me up .
Time for serious work ~
Nerd Seehwee shall be back on Monday
& she WILL and MUST be back . (:

Labels: a better tomorrow (: