What's home ?!
It seems to become a place to sleep and nothing else .
I don't miss home, the atmosphere is never right .
It used to be fill with laughter & joy but this "noise" seems
to disappear few years backed . Instead of joy & laughter,
it becomes grumble, arguments & stories of whoever .
Hearing the same old stories&problems before I leave house
and hearing the same issue AGAIN when I got home every night .
& I can't even have Peace when I'm out . WHY ?!
Why can't YOU wake up & Why can't YOU just let go of all the
problems .? What's the point of suspecting and checking on things
which will only make You feel down&disappointed .?
Can't you just close 2 eyes and led a new life of your own .?
If you are the one doing the checking I won't bother !
But I'm the one who do all the checking for You .!
I don't feel good at all & i get irritated too .
Can't you just let him off and do whatever he wants .
Wait until one day, i'm sure he will knows that he mix with the
wrong company. I'm sure he will learn his lesson .
& You ! You claim that you understand us .
But the fact is that you don't understand us at all .
All you know is scold scold scold & still scold .
Ever since you mix with the wrong company, you have no rights
to say how much you understand us .
"Family", "Responsibility" .
How much care do you show to your love ones uhh .?
How much you understand us .?
"family" . I guess this word seems to disappear in
YOUR DICTIONARY .
Finding faults on us and use these faults as an excuse to cover
your mistakes uhh .?
"Responsibility" .. As a husband you are responsible to take good
care of your own wife . You are suppose to give her happiness, love &
care . But have you done so for the pass few years .? Is time for you
to do some self reflection uhh !
Pass few years you only know how to disappoint her and you are the
cause of her depression . You are the one who cause her to shed tears for
you . She done so much for this family and taking care of the 3 of us .
Yet you disappoint her again and again.
Our future may be ruin in your hand do you know that .?
You are spending my money, your money and our education money .!
Which are our future !!
You didnt think of the consequences and yet just now you claimed that
you always think of the consequences before you do something .
That's all bullshit !
You have done your part as a father, but that was when we were young .
However, you failed to be a father ever since you meet those bunch of
good-for-nothing idiots .
You slowly cut off our allowance and always make us pay for our own
expenses . You never fail to nag at us whenever we ask for allowance .
20 bucks per week from you isnt too much uhhh .
Yet you are still cutting off my allowance . Bro's allowance too .
& you even threaten me with money uhhh ! What a GREAT FATHER
are you .
Your expenses are a few times more than us . Those expenses are not
the family, but for yourself ONLY !
Is time for you to wake up !
I really hope you will learn your lesson & this lesson shall be your wake up
call ! If not i doubt we will have peace esp me .
WTF is wrong with you people !!
AGHHHHHHHHHHH
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