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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

PEEEKAAABOOO !
I HAVE A DEAD BLOG :/
UHHHHHH ~

School, Home, Meow's House & Work.

School-Manage to submit 2 drafts for Management and C.S.A
and the final submission for all projects will be after Semester break ^^
Lectures only make me fall asleep. (Almost all the lectures i will be sleeping :X )
I'm struggling during tutorials as i have lots of things to catch up. ):

C.S.A really boring although we can surf net during lessons .
Tests week ! NIGHTMARES !
Struggling through the 1 hour of tests.
Words, Definition&Formulaes jammed my brain .
Revisions/self-study kill my brain cells after squeezing in THAT MUCH of
details from different subjects. MEMORY FULL !
Hardly have time for myself and clique once normal lessons started in April.
Time flies uhh, now is already june & Semester break is just round the corner ^^
Semester break = complete projects . UHHHH ~
But at least I can have more sleep :D
Hopefully can catch up with clique & plan an outing soon .
Also, one outing with girls - Yanjing, Huiqin, Zhiru & Nat .
Adapt & Coping with new environment & assignment respectively.
It isnt easy, really.

Home-A place for me to rest in (:
Feel so relax & comfortable to be home.
A small corner for me to study and do my homework.
A bed for me to sleep & sort out all my problems.
Pillow & bolster for me to hug when I'm on phone every night.
Satisfied (:
Dragging myself out of the bed everyday & i hate it most.
But what can i do uhh ?!
Home with bro almost every night.
Eldest bro in camp, Dad & Mum always work night shift.
Every night is so quiet that I can hear my tummy drumming.
Mummy didnt replenish food for us, empty.
& I love to hide in the room every night to wait for phone call.
Habit (:

Meow's House-Once a week at meow's house.
I will never feel alone (:
Although the location is super duper far but i will never
fail to make the effort to travel down (:
& I start to love studying & sleeping in train .
HAHAHA.
Is also a place where i wont feel stress & no nightmares.
The bed never fail to tempt me !
So I will rest on it & eventually fell asleep everytime. :P
Is really a perfect place to rest my mind and body & prepare
myself for school the next day.
Never fail to have a dinner after Meow's house (:
Super duper full whenever I got home.
Meow is love :D

Work-Working & studying isnt easy. I have to cope with studies
& work. Manage time is extremely important. :(
Although is super duper tiring but I have to be independent & not
asking my dad for money. He is so stingy to give also. =.=
I really enjoy myself working at City square .
Laughters, teasing, joking, gossiping & chit-chating x3
I have a super positive manager who never get upset or angry which
i dunno why. But I guess the only person who can piss him off is Uncle Yong.
HAHAHA.
A manager who is full of nonsense & never strict or scold staffs - MYO !
Team-work is what I see in this workplace.
A place which makes you feel that you belongs there & you will never be alone.
Customers will no longer be the number 1 priority.
As during break time staffs will gather around :D
How I wish there will be an outing ^^
But seems like I'm thinking too much already.
HAHAHAHA
However, those moments which I hope will go on eventually come to an end.
Meow was asked to transfer to 1st outlet at Liang court.
So.. I'm transferring too.
Work at Liang Court starts this friday.
I don't feel comfortable to be there. I miss City Square.
I'm like in a place full of strangers, I can't feel the bond.
Just adapt to new environment in school & now I have to adapt to another
new environment. I hope I can pursuit myself to stay there & enjoy myself (:
I work to enjoy & not just for cash.
& for ONE reason why I choose to transfer to Liang Court although I don't
like to work there.
MEOW, I bet you know it (:
FEMALE MEOW will never fail to follow behind MALE MEOW (:
MEOW ~ x3

Seehwee is growing up !
Enough of KIDDY :P

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

BAABOO !

First week of school is ending :D !
I've a united class of 24 :P
& I think I'll have my Poly Year 1 Class Tee soon !
HEEHEE .
This week is rather slack as theres no tutorial .
But lectures are really boring & lecturer teach real fast .
I'm really afraid that I can't catch up with the lesson ):
I don't even have the time to think of other things but really
concentrate during lesson . Awww ~
& Textbooks really BOMB my pocket .
As they are super duper expensive .
I've calculated, textbooks & lecture notes cost me $160 !
Uhhhhh ~
Wonder if dad will pay for me . :/
Attended Microeconomic lecture in the morning .
At first I manage to catch up with the lesson & understand
the concept well . But after 3/4 of the lesson, I was kinda lost alr.
Uhhhhhh ~
So I guess I've to do some self revision already .
& CCA !
I wanna try Rock Climbing ~
But I'm afraid that I may get real tired & I have to attend Cca
regularly :/
I saw NYAA in Tp .
& I took the application form already .
I don't need to go for silver & I can go straight for Gold (:
But those skills, physical recreation & services will need to take up a few
months to fulfill them . & need to go for adventure camp + overseas trip ^^
So I'm still considering :/
My mum & Zhu-Zhu asked me to go for it .
& If i get my gold cert, I'll receive it from the president =.=
HOHOHO ~
Should I or Should I not .?!

HMMMM~

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Monday, April 19, 2010

I'm really breaking down.
Things seem to be going against me.
Maybe bcos i'm too tired .?
Too emotional .? Too paranoid .?
Too sensitive .?
This isnt me right .?

Probably it takes time ~

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Friday, April 16, 2010

Second Day of Orientation (: !
Report as usual & quite alot ppl late .
So WAITED AND WAITED then climb up
to 5th floor & report to Care-Person .
She brief abit on Rules&Regulations and
I find her really naggy . HAHAHA !
Then got our Card & Timetable .
Kinda Shiock :D !
First week of school only have to attend
Lectures and No tutorial :D
But is quite stupid to go school for an hour
or 2 for lessons then go back home =.=
Tutorials will start on the second week (:
The lastest time that I'm going home will be 5pm
which is on tuesaday only . So shiock !
According to calendar, Tests will be on May .
That's too fast ):
& I've to learn Principle Of Accounts in my course !
Some of the others already learnt&took POA for Os .
I'm at disadvantage !! ):
If in PRCS Dr. Ong allows us to take POA, my life in
Poly will be better isnt it ?!
Omfg ! POA ! =.=
& I even got my lecture notes after I left the biz team
during lunch break :D !
then we found out that we needa get TB(SSSSS) soon .
Aghhhh ~ & is quite ex too ):
After that, went W.S with joseph for lunch then
went POP to get stationary (:
Saw Mrs Xie & chatted with her for awhile .
She's still that naggy :P HAHAHA !
H-S-H after that & rot until now.
HA-HA-HA-!

I guess I've to put in lots of hardwork in my studies
once school starts..
Even participation in class will be graded =.=
So.. I cant afford to sleep during lessons unlike
secondary school.. I slept in class most of the time.
Full attention & i must really stay awake !
Sweets&Chocolates must prepare already. :/
Everything is so different from secondary
school . The way they grade are different .
Theres only 3 subjects for examinations, yet theres
lots of things to learn uhhh .
Do I have the time .?
So Short of time..
Motivation..?!
I was told by Mrs Xie just now "You must enjoy studying."
Saying it is easy, doing it is tough isn't it ?!
Time pass really fast, monday will be first day of school .
Gonna get my rusty brain working already ~
I'm nervous, I'm curious, I'm afraid... blahblahblah ~
What will happen to me if I can't catch up with the
lessons/class ?!
I'm afraid my POA will end up like my Amaths =.=
I'm quite suck at projects too =.=
I just can't stop thinking .
Poly life isn't that easy , unexpected .

I guess the briefing by BSG manager really wakes me up .
Time for serious work ~
Nerd Seehwee shall be back on Monday
& she WILL and MUST be back . (:

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

TP ORIENTATION CAMP..

First Day,
Reached Tp about 8.10am .
WAITED, WAITED & WAITED.
Progs started only at about 9plus going 10am =.=
Speech by directors, cheers, games, lunch, games again,
learn dance steps, watch short videos,
form a number "20" under the hot sun
& hide in the sport complex then Dismissal =.=
BORING ~
& I fell alseep a few times in TCC .

Got into a class of 24 students & meet new friends.
Friendly ones (:

Tomorrow getting Tp card&timetable .
& ! I'll be gone ^^

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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

:D !
BACKED !! ~

as usual lahhh, out for 7 days,
didnt stay home for a day & daddy NAGNAGNAG :P
enjoying every single day ^^
but some things wasnt smooth on some days ):

BUT.. BUT.. BUT.. !
I enjoyed myself a moment ago :D !
In the morning, was busy helping my cousin in his school
to do some admin work ):
& I started doing some mathematics, then I realise that
my brain already RUST-ED :P
After that took 985 to CCK.
The bus was like an oven, so warmth ! ! !
Then slacked @ .A.House :D !
Left around 7pm to get worms then drove down to C.V
to get our dinner ^^
Then to farmway to prawn. At first we were really unlucky ~
We didnt catch any prawn for about half hour until one uncle
came to RESCUE us :D !
He helped us to adjust de rod, gave us the powder & guide us
along ^^ !
Before he left he gave us all his prawns which he caught for 3 hours.
We were really SHOCKED. He was really very helpful & friendly .
:]
He's an expert & he caught about 49 prawns ^^ .
Had our dinner&supper and left about 11.35pm .
*yawn*
The prawns were jumping in the car :D !!! LOLLLL !
So FUN ~
MOREMORE OUTDOOR ACTIVITIES OKOK ..?!?! :]

TP Orientation Camp is this coming thu&fri .
I'm just afraid I may fall asleep half way through .
8.30am is tooooo early for me ! ! ! !
& is gonna last for the whole day !
ZzZzzz ..

Ohhhyaaa ~
Rebond my hair few days ago and had a hair cut ! =.=
I wanna CUT MY FRINGE AGAIN !
But have to wait for it to get longer :/
HOW LONG MOREEEE .?!
BLAHHH ~

I WANNA watch Shutter Island & Ip man 2 ! ! !
HEEEHS !
COMING SOOOON ~

Nights :D !
I LOVE TO SPEND MY DAY WITH YOU [:

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Sunday, March 28, 2010

HOME ?!
What's home ?!
It seems to become a place to sleep and nothing else .
I don't miss home, the atmosphere is never right .
It used to be fill with laughter & joy but this "noise" seems
to disappear few years backed . Instead of joy & laughter,
it becomes grumble, arguments & stories of whoever .
Hearing the same old stories&problems before I leave house
and hearing the same issue AGAIN when I got home every night .
& I can't even have Peace when I'm out . WHY ?!
Why can't YOU wake up & Why can't YOU just let go of all the
problems .? What's the point of suspecting and checking on things
which will only make You feel down&disappointed .?
Can't you just close 2 eyes and led a new life of your own .?
If you are the one doing the checking I won't bother !
But I'm the one who do all the checking for You .!
I don't feel good at all & i get irritated too .
Can't you just let him off and do whatever he wants .
Wait until one day, i'm sure he will knows that he mix with the
wrong company. I'm sure he will learn his lesson .
& You ! You claim that you understand us .
But the fact is that you don't understand us at all .
All you know is scold scold scold & still scold .
Ever since you mix with the wrong company, you have no rights
to say how much you understand us .
"Family", "Responsibility" .
How much care do you show to your love ones uhh .?
How much you understand us .?
"family" . I guess this word seems to disappear in
YOUR DICTIONARY .
Finding faults on us and use these faults as an excuse to cover
your mistakes uhh .?
"Responsibility" .. As a husband you are responsible to take good
care of your own wife . You are suppose to give her happiness, love &
care . But have you done so for the pass few years .? Is time for you
to do some self reflection uhh !
Pass few years you only know how to disappoint her and you are the
cause of her depression . You are the one who cause her to shed tears for
you . She done so much for this family and taking care of the 3 of us .
Yet you disappoint her again and again.
Our future may be ruin in your hand do you know that .?
You are spending my money, your money and our education money .!
Which are our future !!
You didnt think of the consequences and yet just now you claimed that
you always think of the consequences before you do something .
That's all bullshit !
You have done your part as a father, but that was when we were young .
However, you failed to be a father ever since you meet those bunch of
good-for-nothing idiots .
You slowly cut off our allowance and always make us pay for our own
expenses . You never fail to nag at us whenever we ask for allowance .
20 bucks per week from you isnt too much uhhh .
Yet you are still cutting off my allowance . Bro's allowance too .
& you even threaten me with money uhhh ! What a GREAT FATHER
are you .
Your expenses are a few times more than us . Those expenses are not
the family, but for yourself ONLY !
Is time for you to wake up !
I really hope you will learn your lesson & this lesson shall be your wake up
call ! If not i doubt we will have peace esp me .
WTF is wrong with you people !!
AGHHHHHHHHHHH

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